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| Please, help me out, go here please please please |
| 03.25.04 (4:42 pm) [edit] |
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| Dance as if no one were watching, Sing as if no one were listening |
| 03.12.04 (2:57 pm) [edit] |
So today was actually pretty good, but in a weird way. When I woke up I assumed that things would be horrible because I was up till 1 working on my Romeo and Juliet journal and since I woke up late the other day my dad decided he was going to start waking me up at 5:30... 5:30!!!!! Thats not even a normal time to get up :( Anyway, like I said I thought it was going to be horrible but for some reason I had a large amount of energy.
In my first hour, we took a test on Romeo and Juliet, I think I did pretty well on it, I really liked reading it so I actually paid attention. My mom said that I can rent the movie with Leo Dicaprio(sp?) in it... I am excited because yes... Leo is a hottie ;)
In 2nd hour I finished my 4 page note to Tatty and realized that Mrs. DeRosa is actually really cool, I mean she can't teach very well at all... but... she is really nice and she gave me full credit for a packet that I didn't finish. I also lucked out becuase when I went to turn in my schedual for next year, Mrs. Clark wasn't in her office so I got to see the secretary lady who is really nice, I think she thinks I am a sped. becuase my appoinment for Mrs. Clark last week was at 2:30 and I went at 2:00, we had a good laugh about that but I think she thinks I am just a little bit slow.
In 3rd hour I did nothing, this was my most boring class because no one was doing anything. Bernadet didn't fail to annoy me though... except this time it wasn't because she was shamelessly making herself look like an ass trying to flirt with KJ.
Lunch was fun, I called Damion and made fun of how his voicemail says "this is Swish leave a message," it was funny. Olivia asked Chris how his chain was... it was funny.... Kelsey saw Chris, KELSEY CAME TO LUNCH!!!! Too bad she can't do that all the time it was pretty funny, today we acttualy go up and moved around. Kelsey is awesome!
Algebra was good... very good... more Cajelly bonding I always love that. Chris was the conversationalist... but they found out that Tatum likes Good Charolette(sp??) I don't like them at all but I don't have a problem with people who do like them or else I wouldn't <3 Tatum!!!! I couldn't stop laughing at the Good Charolette thing though, it was so funny....... Chris and KJ danced for us... well kind of Chris did this weird arm thing and then KJ and Chris started to both do it. Mr. Aston listens to our conversations its a little weird/annoying.>
I realized that I complain a lot....
in Health we put up posters it was interesting....
Drama was cool, we watched Beauty and the Beast, except if you are me you call it Beauty of the Beast cause I am lame lol!
P.S. I love you forever and today!
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| Hailey, is this me? |
| 03.10.04 (3:15 pm) [edit] |
HaleyYou are Haley (tutor girl!) You're a
sweet-hearted, sensitive girly-girl. You are
highly intelligent, always keeping your feet on
the ground and are not easily fooled or
impressed by the shallow and fake people around
you. You are sweet and sensitive and always try
doing the right thing and you're always willing
to help others and you strongly believe in
forgiving and forgetting.
What Teen On ONE TREE HILL Are You Like Most?
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| She Said You've Got To Be Honest, What Do You Take Me For?! |
| 03.10.04 (3:02 pm) [edit] |
Hehehe I know that I re-posted that, sorry.... I didn't realize that LOL I am such the dork! :P Humm, ok well I guess I will get to post cause Olivia relpied and thats all the matters :wink:
I am sooo freaking hott!!!!!! I wish my parents would turn on the air.
I want to go golfing!!!!!
:D
I would ask KJ out, but I would get so nervous! I have fun just talking to him and being his buddy, ahh but I do like him and his layered hair LOLOLOLOL!!!!!!!!!!!
WISH ME LUCK ON MY MATH TEST TOMORROW :? I am nervous... but oh well I think I can do it... NO WORD PROBLEMS :D :D THANK YOU!!!!
My R&J joural is due on Friday, [b]I HAVE NO IDEAS FOR IT I NEED SO MUCH HELP AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH[/b]
okie dokie
Later!
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| Clap Clap |
| 03.10.04 (2:53 pm) [edit] |
Today was really really really really fun!! WOOHOO!!! ONLY 4 more days until I see, my love BOBBY! 8) :D :wink: Hes so hott!!!! Phew I am getting hot just thinking of him... lol not really my house is ROASTING!
Deirdre is ________, but _______.
Deirdre thinks a lot about ________.
When I think of Deirdre , I think of ________.
I want Deirdre to ________ me.
Everyone should ________ Deirdre.
If I were alone in a room with Deirdre, I would ________.
I think Deirdre should ________.
Deirdre needs ________.
I want to ________ Deirdre.
If I could describe Deirdre in a word: ________.
Deirdre will never ________ .
Deirdre can ________ my ________.
I hope Deirdre never ________.
I ________ Deirdre because ________.
no updating untill I get at least 2 responces :P
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| Young Hearts Run Free |
| 03.09.04 (2:56 pm) [edit] |
Deirdre is ________, but _______.
Deirdre thinks a lot about ________.
When I think of Deirdre , I think of ________.
I want Deirdre to ________ me.
Everyone should ________ Deirdre.
If I were alone in a room with Deirdre, I would ________.
I think Deirdre should ________.
Deirdre needs ________.
I want to ________ Deirdre.
If I could describe Deirdre in a word: ________.
Deirdre will never ________ .
Deirdre can ________ my ________.
I hope Deirdre never ________.
I ________ Deirdre because ________.
^^^^^ Fill in the blanks and post it in my comments section! WOOHOO!!! Please :)?
Ahh Today was pretty funny! Especially in Drama because Glory AKA Josh, was being really stupid and so I had to play my pencil game with him... I know that sounds slightly wrong but I promise its all good fun. Plus I had to throw a pencil with gum on it at him! ahhh it was good times!
Today was sooo hott I thought I was going to DIE while I was walking home. I can't wait until I can drive!!!!!!! WOOHOO :P
I am a little dissappointed because Mr. Aston sucked all the fun out of Math Class and I think Tatum is mad at me.... :( EW EW EW EW EW I don't like Mr. Aston and KJ thinks I have a crush on him... little does he know that I have a crush on [i]him[/i] (KJ)
Ugh today is someone's girlfriends birthday :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: sadness... It would be happy if she wasn't his girlfriend
I am gaining weight I am going to be bigger then the biggest airplane soon :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
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| Yeah!!! |
| 03.07.04 (11:48 am) [edit] |
You are CLARISSA EXPLAINS IT ALL. She is a rad
chick with absolutely no fashion sense. If you
are a guy and chose this... you are gay.
Which old school Nickelodeon show are you?
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How cool am I?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! ?! VERY COOL
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| 03.06.04 (6:01 pm) [edit] |
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how lame! hahahahahahahahahah hes on AIM
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| Mwahahahahahaha |
| 03.06.04 (5:41 pm) [edit] |
Guitarer10: oui, bien sur
Guitarer10: au revoir mon amie!
^^^^^ Whats that mean?!
Ok so anyway I THINK THE OLD WOMAN FROM MY THE WEDDING SINGER GOES TO MY CHURCH!!!!!!!! That is like the best news all day! She is like one of my favorite actresses!!! I love her shes hi-lar-i-ous!!! ahh shes the greatest, I will be 100% sure next week, I am only 85% sure this week, she sat right in front of me thoug... and even if shes not the old lady from the wedding singer she still looks like her so she can be friends with my parents!!!
My dad is really pissing me off I am really starting to hate him, I was online the othe day and he was like "WE NEED TO USE THE INTERNET TOO DEIRJ" and I was like "ok." and my mom was like "Not now John, why must you start an arugment with her!" I hate him sometimes! UGH!!!!
I am too mad :x
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| LOL the new AIM invisible thing is hilarious! |
| 03.01.04 (3:59 pm) [edit] |
ABOUT YOU
Your full name:: Deirdre Elizabeth Cirillo
Age:: 15
Height:: 5' 1"
Natural hair colour:: brown
Eye colour:: "hazel"
Number of siblings:: 1
Glasses/contacts?:: glasses
Piercings:: ears
Tattoos:: nope
Braces?:: yeah
FAVOURITE
Colour:: orange and pink
Band:: Weezer and The Format
Song:: thats tough I will have to get back to you
Stuffed animal:: my "snuggle bunny" I had him since I was in 2nd grade
Video game:: all the classics lol
TV show:: SNL, The OC
Movie:: Little Mermaid, Ferris Buller's Day Off,The Dangerous Lives of Altar Boys
Book:: Tuesday's With Morrie and The Dangerous Lives of Altar Boys
Food:: pudding, cookies, mac-n-cheese, mashed potatoes
Game on a cell phone::Snake
CD cover:: hummm... I dunno
Flower:: white roses are really pretty
Scent:: I like the smell of sugar cookies baking
Animal:: kangaroos
Comic book:: X-Men
Cereal:: Kix
Website:: a lot of different ones
Cartoon:: The Simpsons
DO YOU
Play an instrument?::yes I know how to play the clarinet
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: i don't know, i don't keep track
Like to sing?:: yah
Have a job?::nope
Have a cell phone?:: yah
Like to play sports?:: yes
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: nope
Have a crush on someone?:: oooh yes a big crush
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: nuh uh
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: yeah
Have any special talents/skills?:: not that i can think of
Excercise daily?:: uhhh....
Like school?:: no way, I would shoot it if it were a person
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: no
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: maybe I never tried it
Speak any other languages?:: some spanish i guess
Go a day without food?:: probably not
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: definitely
Read music, not just tabs?:: yeah
Roll your tongue?:: yea
Eat a whole pizza?:: I dunno... maybe depends on how hungry I was
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: nope
Cried to get out of trouble?:: nope
Gotten lost in your city?:: yes
Seen a shooting star?:: yes
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: mexico
Had a serious surgery?::no
Stolen something important to someone else?:: nope
Solved a rubiks cube?:: nope
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: no
Cried over a girl?:: no
Cried over a boy?:: ooh yes
Kissed a random stranger?:: no
Hugged a random stranger?:: no
Been in a fist fight?:: no
Been arrested?:: no
Done drugs?:: no
Had alcohol?:: yes
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: no, it was lemonade
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: yeah it scares the crap out of my sister she thinks it'll ruin the elevator and thats funny, I also jump up and down in them
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: no
Swore at your parents?:: not at them but I have told stories and swore
Been to warped tour?:: nope
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: i don't think so
Been in love?:: no
Been close to love?:: no
Been to a casino?:: yup
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: no
Broken a bone?:: yeah
Gotten stitches?:: yeah
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: no
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: no
Made homemade muffins?:: yea
Bitten someone?:: yah
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: yeah
More than 5 times?:: no
Been to niagra falls?:: yeah
Burped in someones face?:: yah
Gotten the chicken pox?:: yeah
Brushed your teeth:: this morning
Went to the bathroom:: um, earlier today
Saw a movie in theaters:: sometime a few weeks ago with Kristen
Read a book:: i'm always reading a book
Had a snow day:: wow, um like a few years ago when I lived in CT
Had a party:: last year
Had a slumber party:: lol last year
Made fun of someone:: today
Tripped in front of someone:: last week
Went to the grocery store:: last week
Got sick::monday
Cursed:: humm I dunno recently I guess
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: fruit
Black/white:: black
Lights on/lights off:: off
TV/movie:: movie
Car/truck:: car
Body spray/lotion:: lotion
Cash/check:: cash
Pillows/blankets:: blanket
Headache/stomach ache::stomach ache
Paint/charcoal:: paint
Chinese food/mexican food:: mexican
Summer/winter:: winter
Snow/rain:: rain
Fog/misty:: fog
Rock/rap:: rock
Meat/vegetarian::meant
Boy/girl:: boy.. Adam, and a few others
Chocolate/vanilla:: vanilla
Sprinkles/icing:: icing
Cake/pie:: cake
French toast/french fries:: french fries
Strawberries/blueberries: : strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool::ocean
Hugs/kisses:: hugs
Cookies/muffins:: cookies
p33n/bewbz:: p3n
Wallet/pocket:: wallet
Window/door:: window
Emo/goth:: EMO
Pink/purple:: pink
Cat/dog:: dog
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: long sleeve
Pants/shorts:: pants
Winter break/spring break:: winter break
Spring/autumn:: autumn
Clouds/clear sky:: clouds
Moon/mars:: moon
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: a few
What are their names?:: Tatum, Olivia, Nicole, Kristen, Austin, Chey, Chelsea
Do you have a best friend?:: yes
Have you ever liked one of your friends?::not in a romantic way no
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: girls
Have you ever lost a friend?:: like a fight? or died??
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: yup
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: Half African
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: yah
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: i don't know. i'm not a good friend.
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: a lot of things
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: Liz S. and Haily
What friend have you known the longest?:: Chelsea
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: yah
If so, what is it?:: a lot of different stuff
How often do you spend time with your friends?::I dunno I don't time it
Do any of your friends drive?:: no
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: no
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: everything we do is dumb
What do you think your friends think of you?:: i don't know.
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: nope
If you have, with who?:: ech
Are you single?:: yah
Are you in a relationship?:: nope
If so, for how long?:: 0
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: sure
What is your idea of the best date?:: never been on a date so i wouldnt know.
What was your first kiss like?:: hasnt happened.
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: ah.
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: valentines day is
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: i dunno....
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: no
Have you ever been dumped?:: no
Have you ever dumped someone?:: no
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: nothing
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: dirty
Hat:: baseball
Hard:: teens
Free:: YEAH
Space:: stars
Taste:: yum
Good charlotte:: ew
Red:: love
Deep:: thoughts
Heart:: paper
Cord:: phone
Cheese:: Stephanie
Rain:: Connecticut
Work:: Monday
Pedal:: bike
Head:: your head
Bed:: sleep
Fluff::cotton candy
Hardcore:: hehehehe
Race:: run
Knife:: cut
Jump:: hmm
I....
am:: bored
want:: to have no homework
need:: a drink
crave::Cracker Barrel
love:: Adam Brody
hate:: my school
did:: sleep
feel:: weird and happy
miss:: home
am annoyed by:: alot of stuff
would rather:: be someone else
am tired of:: everything
will always:: be this way
SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:: a lot of stuff
What time is it now?:: 4:49
What day is it?:: 3.1.04
Whens the last time you called someone?:: yesterday
How much money do you have right now?:: 15 bucks
Are you hungry?:: no
Whatcha doin?:: this thingy
Do you like parades?:: not really
Do you like the moon?:: sometimes
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: get a drink
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: no what loser would repeat it over and over anyway?
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: read people's minds
Have you ever had a picnic?:: yes
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: yeah it took me a while to get good though
What about sock em boppers?:: no, my parents knew my sister and I would hurt eachother
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: yeah
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: no
pretty?:: no
sarcastic?:: yes
lazy?:: yes
hyper?:: sometimes
friendly?:: sometimes
evil?:: naw
smart?:: yes
strong?:: no
talented?:: no
dorky?:: oh yes
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:: tall or high high?? Kailee, or Tessa
skip:: Kristen
dance:: Olivia
lonely:: Chelsea :(
pen:Alicia (she chews on them ew)
flower:: Tatum
window:: Chelsea
psycho:: Stephanie
brain freeze:: Liz
orange:: me
sassy:: no one
jelly:: Jarlene
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:: who cares
love:: for
drunk drivers:: against.
airplanes:: for
war:: I dont like it but I dunno really.....
canada:: for
united states:: for
rock music:: for
gay marriage:: against
school:: for
surveys:: for
parents:: for
cars:: for
killing:: against killing innocent people yeah
britney spears:: for
coffee:: for
pants:: for
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: yes
Play strip poker?:: no
Run away?:: no
Curse at a teacher?:: if necessary
Not take a shower for a week?:: no
Ask someone out?::no
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: yes
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: sure
Go scuba diving?:: yah
Write a book?::yes
Become a rockstar?:: yes
Have casual sex?:: no but if people want to then whats the big deal?
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: Biolage
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: never :)
What kind of computer do you have?:: HP
What grade are you in?:: 9th
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: before it starts
Or just make out?:: no
How many posters do you have in your room?:: 2
How many cds do you have?:: a lot
What time is it now?:: 4:56
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| Am I losing my mind |
| 02.27.04 (9:12 pm) [edit] |
So I read about people and how they have there issues, and I think... wow maybe I am like that. Then I think maybe I only think that I am like that because people who are really like that get attention and maybe I just feel the need for attention because I feel like I am missing something.
Maybe something isn't really wrong with me and maybe I don't want to commit suicide, and maybe I don't want to be depressed and on meds. but for some reason it sounds better then just being normal. I am not really sure what is up with me... could I just be doing this for attention and not realizing it??? Its really starting to scare me because I don't know what I feel like anymore, do I feel like I am a person with depression or anxiety, or some kind of social disorder? Or do I just think I should feel that way so I can get attention?
Why would I want attention like that anyway? Why spend my life like that? Getting attention for being sad and lonely instead of doing something good with my life?
I think I do need someone to talk to and when I talk to my mom about it although I love her I think she just thinks I am crazy, and how can I tell her these things especially when I am supposed the be the "normal" one in the family. Whenever I think like this I feel so guilty and I don't know what to do.
Nothing in my life is so horrible except I hate my dad and I don't know why, and I hate my life and I miss my home in Connecticut? Am I really screwed up or do I just wish I was???
WHAT IS MY DEAL???
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| Much Better |
| 02.26.04 (5:14 pm) [edit] |
Well, I have been really annoyed lately and all I want to do is just sit in my room, sleep, and watch Adam Brody on TV. Everything has been bothering me, people, noise, EVERYTHING!!! AHH I just wanted to scream. But then today I talked to Chelsea and she made me feel a little better so slowly but surely I am feeling happier. Although I am still annoyed by my dad. Very annoyed. I can't watch TV in the living room when he is home he talks and is loud.
I love watching Grind I could listen to Adam Brody's voice all the time !!! I really <3 him!!! I am the luckiest person in the world to have him as my husband.>
Tatum gave me the ugliest cat tatoo yesterday, and she decided we'd name it Bobby! Woohoo... Smart girl that Tatum!
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| WOOHOO OC WEDNESDAY HAS ARRIVED |
| 02.25.04 (3:15 pm) [edit] |
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So Today was pretty blah.... I dunno it was weird. It was good and bad. Tonight my husband is on!! WOOHOO
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| Phew |
| 02.24.04 (2:38 pm) [edit] |
Ok, well my day back at school today was kinda crappy, but kinda good too... I really hope Olivia isn't mad at me, I feel so horrible, I hope that she understands that even though I didn't really show it today I was taking her seriously and I hope that she doesn't hate me.. :cry: :( SORRY OLIVIA!!!
Tatum was at school for the first half of the day but then she left at lunch and I had 4 really important things to talk to her about, I guess she will have to wait!
As revenge for Janelle I was being mean to her all day today, it was great fun!
Tomorrow is OC wednesday and today I got my copy of Grind!! WOOHOOO Adam Adam Adam!!!!!!
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| The Sickness |
| 02.23.04 (5:04 pm) [edit] |
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Today I was sick, nothing else happend, I am going to school tomorrow, Full House Rocks! :D
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| Ahem |
| 02.22.04 (5:02 pm) [edit] |
Ok so my mom was really mean this morning and I was like ugh, I will just bite my tounge but that never really works out for me :cry: my mom finally became cool, and we searched everywhere for my Pumas and I got them!!! WOOHOO!!!! AWESOME!!! I was so excited nothing could bring me down... or so I thought...
Olivia called to talk about the Streamers thing, and everything was set untill my mom and dad realized I had RE and now instead of having fun with my friends I am stuck going to RE and spending time with my RE teacher who crys about [b]EVERYTHING[/b]!! I swear I hate RE and if there is still RE when I have kids I am going to send them to Catholic school so they don't have to be bothered with using their personal time to go to a dumb class like RE. AHH I am so pissed though because my parents never just let anything die, they know I am pissed and so I am just sitting around being quiet but they are forcing me to talk to them and that pisses me off even more and so I get an attitude and then I wanted to go online and my mom is like you should ask your dad if you can do that and I was like he just said [b]"NO CELL PHONE FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK"[/b] but she was like "Thats not what I said Deirdre, just ask him gosh!" so I did and he was like "yeah" (he was being fairly cool) and then I was like "that was pointless" and my mom went off. Now I can't do anything next weekend :cry: :cry: :cry: :evil: :evil: :x :x :x I am pissed the DLG show is on Friday and now I won't be able to go :cry: :cry: :( :( UGH!!!!!! I am sooooo freaking mad, my parents are beginning to make me hate [b]everything[/b] about my church and religion, I think I should become Athest (sp?)
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| Another Wonderful Night |
| 02.21.04 (10:01 pm) [edit] |
Results:
Rated PG-13
No real nudity for you. And certainly very little profanity, whether you are in the bedroom or not. Your dates still end with awkward good night kisses instead of the dreaded 'walk of shame'. Good job on receiving a generally safe and neutral rating.
^^^^ Thats what my life is rated!!! I am such a good girl! :D
Tonight was so much fun, I really <3 hanging out with Tatum, I can never hang out with her and feel depressed, she makes me laugh a lot and just feel comfortable, I dunno its super cool (don't worry though unlike other people I won't become obsessed lol) I think Kelsey got some good Bobby pics WOOHOO :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D >
Thats how I feel about that :wink:
Geoff like shook my hand for a while and was like DEIRDRE!!! I was trying not to use my hand but it didn't work out too well cause I needed it to shut and open the door, and to eat my McFlurry (I tried to pay Tatum's mom back but she was like I don't want your money... I have to find a way to repay her!)
The DLG show was awesome!! I really like them they are an awesome band I can't wait for their new CD to come out! (THANKS TATUM!!!)
I think I annoy Tatum when I talk about Bobby, or Seth/Adam :?
I am going to hurt Janelle, she is the reason that Tatum doesn't come to school and it sucks becuase 4th hour, and usually lunch are so boring when shes not there!! Erm, I am so going to hurt her.
I think I found out what Bobby's sn means :lol: (I just used the scary smiley)
I am going to get my sneakers tomorrow!! WOOT WOO!
I need to get Tatum the best present ever cause shes so awesome, even though she doesn't want one... her b/day is 3/24 wish her a happy day
Hummmm.............
Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket, never let if fade away
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| You Gotta Be Bad You Gotta Be Blod |
| 02.20.04 (8:01 pm) [edit] |
bold all that apply
01. I love darker colors.
02. [b]I like stars.[/b]
03. I think that bras are evil because I'm so small.
04. [b]I like to be warm and toasty.[/b]
05. I like my lips.
06. [b]I love hugs, but I don't get them enough[/b]
07. [b]I hate school.[/b]
08. [b]I have problems with being alone even if I'm just walking to a class. [/b]
09. I think organized religion is evil.
10. [b]I like being by myself sometimes[/b].
11. [b]I like Secret Santas.[/b]
12. [b]I like Bob Marley...a lot. [/b]
13. [b]I like being in pajamas.[/b]
14. I love Micheal Moore.
15.[b] I love accents.[/b]
16. I drink any liquid in my refridgerator straight from the container when no one's looking, and a lot of the time when people are looking.
17.[b] I love glittery stuff[/b]
18. [b]I love being bare-footed.[/b]
19. I have a lot of friends and I feel like I can't trust a lot of them.
20. I've been very quiet lately.
21. [b]I often feel alone.[/b]
22.[b] I have a lot of homework.[/b]
23. I have once tried to snowboard
24. [b]I'm too self conscious around certain people.[/b]
25. [b]I wish I could play the bass, drums, or guitar, but I'm musically challenged[/b]
26. I read almost everyone's away messages convulsively.
27. My family is annoying about Jewish pride.
28. [b]I often feel guilty for no reason at all.[/b]
29. I'm ready to grow up, so set me free.
30.[b] I can be emotional.[/b]
31. [b]I like observing people.[/b]
32. [b]I love photography.[/b]
33. [b]I love to read.[/b]
34. [b]I want to live in England, New York City, and Las Vegas[/b]
35. I like walking by myself at night.
36. [b]I love when it snows, and then at night everything is calm and peacful and the sky turns a purple color.[/b]
37. [b]I love the winter despite the coldness.[/b]
38. [b]I like it when movies have a point.[/b]
39. I love Angelina Jolie.
40. I love when Buddha plays acoustic guitar.
41. I think the concept of wedding rings and the actual wedding ceremony are stupid.
42. Republicans anger me.
43. [b]I want Doc Martens[/b].
44. I dont' believe in organized religion.
45. [b]I love straws. [/b]
46. My house makes a lot of creepy noises
47. [b]I hate myself a lot of the time[/b]
48. I think dances, especially school dances are stupid, yet I go anyway.
49. [b]I can be very cynical sometimes.[/b]
50.[b] I think about negative things too much.[/b]
51. I don't like people who try to control others (i.e.authority).
52. I am one of those people with an insanely rich grandfather.
53. I love enclosed spaces.
54. I hate it when my mom and Bob come home in a drunken stupor, after a long night of partying, and try to steal my pizza that I paid for.
55. My dad is perhaps one of the coolest people on the planet.
56. I love the smell of pot, and I smoke/smoked/would like to smoke it.
57.[b] I get worried that I will lose people[/b]
58. [b]I am very impatient sometimes.[/b]
59. I love to get snail mail.
60. [b]I love sleeping.[/b]
61. [b]Sometimes I need someone special to hug me.[/b]
62. I hate my grandfather because he loves my cousins more.
63. [b]I think virgin males boasting about sex is lame. [/b]
64. [b]I love pillows.[/b]
65. I am relatively obsessed with Conor Oberst and Angelina Jolie. oh yeah, and Bruno
66. [b]I like cuddling.[/b]
67. [b]I am cold a lot of the time, including now.[/b]
68. I love to draw, but it won't get me anywhere in life, so I'm starting to see no point.
69. [b]I lack creativity.[/b]
70. [b]I am a bitch to people lately[/b]
71. I go into trancey-states sometimes.
72. I'm starting to believe that Key Club is total bullshit.
73. [b]I love to sing (with music) but I'm not good at it.[/b]
74. I like comfortable and ugly clothes
75. I love the words "slut", "dyke", "jackass" and "hobag".
76. [b]I like to write.[/b]
77. People often look up to me, but they really shouldn't.
78. I want a ton of tattoos.
79. I'm tired of doing productive things with my time.
80. [b]It's really hard for you to be able to convince me that you dont hate me.[/b]
81. I resent my brother for being the negative model from which I am supposed to "learn from his mistakes".
82. [b]I get overwhelmed by my own thoughts too much.[/b]
83. I like working out (lifting weights), but I don't ever do it.
84. [b]I listen, but sometimes I just can't hear anymore.[/b]
85. I don't cry enough.
86. I constantly change my hair color.
87. [b]I am crazy shy.[/b]
88. I've never been arrested, (come damn close, though)
89. [b]I've been to summer camp.[/b]
90. I think trends are stupid, but I tend to start them.
91. [b]I miss people.[/b]
92. [b]I feel socially unacceptable.[/b]
93. I like to be held.
94. I can't wait to move out.
95. I'd rather be deaf than blind.
96. [b]I really should stop being a procrastinator.[/b]
97. I bite my nails way too much
98. I feel like I don't belong in this time period.
99. [b]Music is amazing.[/b]
100. [b]A lot of this came out of my shear lack of self-confidence.[/b]
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| Everybody Everybody |
| 02.20.04 (3:07 pm) [edit] |
So yesterday Evelyn really was drunk, and so were Tilly, Tessa, and Brittany. Tilly had to get an IV and stuff after she passed out on the bathroom floor, which she did after puking everywhere else. I feel bad for her, actually I feel bad for all of them... no one whose 15 should be getting drunk. Its really pathetic, and terribly sad.. I mean I never really liked any of them but still I feel bad for them. They were at school today though, and Tilly seemed quite proud of herself apparently.. huh whoda thunk it?
What else what else? I am so tired... I am getting over my "sickness" (hahahaha I sounded like steph there) I am excited/nervous about my golf lessons tomorrow (huh even though they are with my uncle, thats the uncle whose married to the aunt who is mad at me... :? :( )
The Simpsons is a good show.... go simpsons!!
My Immortal is such a pretty pretty song I can't wait to see Olivia's dance to it!
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| Maybe We Could Talk This Over |
| 02.19.04 (3:37 pm) [edit] |
Today was pretty good, surprising? YES!!!
I woke up like super duper late though so I looked worse then normal.
In math Sammie left and went to lunch and I had to go to the bathroom and so I had to tell Mr. Aston that she was ditching... erm I think shes gonna hate me! :? but what would you have done??
DRAMA was the best class it was so funny, our play is going to be the coolest thing since sliced bread! :D
I am really excited for this weekend it should be really really fun, lets cross our fingers and hope that Olivia can come with me to the DLG concert that would be so rad! :) GOOD NEWS GOOD NEWS!!! Olivia got her "cellie" (hahah) back! I was really happy for her, I felt bad when it was stoled.
Yesterday I had the most pathetic trip to the mall, my mommy, my sister, and I went to the mall and NONE of us got anything. I was going to get my Pumas but they didn't have them in my size, I hate Journeys... its a stupid store and the sales guy came up to us and asked us "How are your socks doing at home?" we were like "ummm erm huh umm, fine?" I guess they were having a sock sale and then he added in something about how he bought his socks at Costco, I didn't know they sold socks there...
Ashely told Tessa that I hate her... it was weird today we were talking about Tilly and I was like "Tilly hates Olivia for some weird reason" and Tessa goes " Like you hate Ashley?" and I was like "What?" and he was like "Nevermind" and I was like "OOh Ok Ashely, no I don't hate her.. I did like 2 weeks ago" and she goes "Why?" and I was like " I dunno" (there was no way I was going to tell her cause of Dallyn) and so we talked about it and Tessa knows, but she was being a bee-itch like normal, and so I wasn't suprised.... I do <3 Dallyn but my hatred for Ashley has died because now I have my eyes on Bobby, even though he too has a gf :cry: he seems nicer then Dallyn, but I dunno..... :? I also like Ryan :oops: :? :) hes a cutie.>
The people at our school are so stupid Evelyn left school, got drunk (either that or pretended) and then came back to drama and was acting like a dumb @$$... shes so stupid, but those are the kids I go to school with... can you say PATHETIC??
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| So Hear I Am Thinking Of You |
| 02.18.04 (2:36 pm) [edit] |
So today was good, just cause this was the 2nd O.C. Wednesday that I was woken up by The Format, and its O.C. Wednesday so you guys should all tune it!!!! On the West Coast (ew!) where I am, it starts at 8 (at least in AZ) so check it out and see that gorgeous, talented husband of mine Adam Brody. This week I do believe that his character Seth and Summer (his long time crush) "do it" :wink: if you know what I mean! :wink: :wink:
Tatum let me borrow the Don't Let Go CD, I have to make a copy of it for myself since they don't sell it anymore and for Olivia. Its a pretty good CD, of course the picture of them is way off, they all look really young and stuff... and Bobby isn't even in it :cry: neither is Jayson, but I wasn't too worried about him cause I am not as attached to him as I am to Bobby. But hes a good dummer and stuff. Its cool cause Olivia might get to come to the concert too, if her mom lets us and then the 4 of us can hang out and she can fall under Bobby's spell... even though erm she likes Vince (hes such a cutie! :wink: )
I GOT AN 85% on my math re-take that totally rocks I got a 68% on the first on so a 85% is like a 17% increase!!! WOOHOO!!! I am so stoked :D Maybe my mom will take me to the mall before The O.C. and I can get some stuff!!!
The rest of the day was blah... and ick! I hate being in honors classes, it sucks because we do the same stuff as the regular classes just MORE of it... nothing harder or challenging just A LOT of easy stuff.
I still do like Dallyn its true hes was hott and I just love him and [b]hate hate hate hate hate hate hate [/b] "The Girlfriend" :x
Hummm...............
I wanna be the pink power ranger!!!
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| You Know Me..... Or You Think You Do |
| 02.17.04 (3:57 pm) [edit] |
Yesterday fully sucked!!! I woke up to the sound of Aunt Kathy's voice on speaker phone (thanks for putting that in my ear dad) and then I realized that my throat was throbbing AND swollen, and so I couldn't go with my Aunt to help with the bunnies. Well, if you thought that people were kind and understanding when you are sick... think again. My dad called my Aunt and told her I couldn't go because I stayed up till 2 A.M. (he didn't know it was cause I couldn't sleep) and that I was sick. My aunt then got all freakin pissy and called my Uncle Peter who then called me to see if I was [i]really[/i] sick or just faking it... I wasn't faking it! So Peter told me to call my aunt and I did and she was a total bee-itch and I was really mad... especially after she said "Why did you stay up until 2 o'clock if you were sick?" (in a really snoty tone) so I just explained that I couldn't sleep and she was like "Ugh, well thanks for calling and explaining *pause* ugh *pause* feel better I have to take a shower" Its like common lady, I couldn't help the fact that I was sick!!!! Ugh it was a pain in my arse!
OOH OOH OOH on a good note, we bought Grind (to support my hubby :D Adam :D ) and so that was about the only good thing about my day yesterday... plus my mommy got me fudge sicles!!! :) yum!
Today, was crap cause I wasn't feeling well and I was totally out of it... I was trying to tell Olivia this story and it totally didn't make sense I never acutally got to my point! Janelle was bothering me over the weekend so I brought it up with the health class and they all believed me and not her so she looked like an arse! hehehehe shes worse then an arse, she is... as Ms. Moore (sp??) AKA Tatum's mom would say, "not even human, shes a piece of shit" so yeah that pretty much sums her up!
I re-took my math test, I think I did MUCH better then a 68% and if I did worse then I am the dumbest person on the face of the Earth. I do believe that I am going to Ulta with that lovely sister of mine, Stephane, so I'm "outie" (hahaha like a belly button... ew outies are disgust-o :P )
This is for Olivia: Luvz yaz, laterz peoplez :P
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| Please Please Tell Me, Cause I Need To Know I Need To Know Now |
| 02.15.04 (10:38 pm) [edit] |
Ok since I am a [b]HUGE[/b] loser, I did what I always do and clicked on the wrong person, for AIM and ended up talking to the wrong person... in this case it wasn't so bad but to keep the conversation alive I had to say dumb stuff... here it is though, with me and one of the very adorable memebers from Don't Let Go, Geoff (pronounced like Jeff, not Ge-Off, just to clairfy)
j isgoinfishin25: Weezer!
j isgoinfishin25: oh sorry, that was not for you... :-[
Guita ReR 10: whos this
j isgoinfishin25: this is Deirdre
j isgoinfishin25: good concert the other night
Guita ReR 10: I REMEMBER YOUUUUUUU
j isgoinfishin25: lol
j isgoinfishin25: I feel special
Guita ReR 10: so i was on your buddy list and you accidentally clicked on me?
j isgoinfishin25: yeah, I do that a lot... Tatum gave me your sn
j isgoinfishin25: before her party, so I'd know who you guys were
Guita ReR 10: how would you know who we are if you hadnt talked to us before the party
j isgoinfishin25: I dunno, she just was like here, this is one of the guys who is going to be playing at my party
Guita ReR 10: oh thats cool
Guita ReR 10: our sn's have been on the site the whole time too
Guita ReR 10: so you could have gotten it
Guita ReR 10: the others guys are up there if you want them
j isgoinfishin25: yeah, I just wouldn't really know what to talk about
Guita ReR 10: just say, hey just wanted to say i love you and youre gorgeous and i want you hardcore, oh yeah and your band is good
j isgoinfishin25: lol
j isgoinfishin25: I love you, you're gorgeous, I want you hardcore, oh yeah and your band is good
j isgoinfishin25: (is that good)
Guita ReR 10: woooooonderful
Guita ReR 10: you rock
j isgoinfishin25: no no no, you seriously rock
j isgoinfishin25: and you know how to spell
Guita ReR 10: haha where did that come from
j isgoinfishin25: lol Tatum
Guita ReR 10: well i am an expert speller
Guita ReR 10: haha it probably gets annoying to some people
Guita ReR 10: i always correct other people's spelling mistakes
j isgoinfishin25: lol
j isgoinfishin25: me too
Guita ReR 10: we have so much in common
j isgoinfishin25: oh yes
j isgoinfishin25: its almost scary
j isgoinfishin25: lol j/k
Guita ReR 10: what are you talking about
Guita ReR 10: i just peed my pants
Guita ReR 10: im freakin out
j isgoinfishin25: lol
j isgoinfishin25: (this is random, but nice icon)
Guita ReR 10: oh yes i know
j isgoinfishin25: cool
j isgoinfishin25: the pure volume thing, isn't working :-( or atleast not on my computer)
Guita ReR 10: yeah i noticed that yesterday
Guita ReR 10: its still screwed up?
j isgoinfishin25: yeah
Guita ReR 10: someone is getting fired
j isgoinfishin25: lol
j isgoinfishin25: it could just be the piece of crap computer I have though
Guita ReR 10: i'll check
j isgoinfishin25: ok
Guita ReR 10: it works for me
j isgoinfishin25: ahh ok, then its my piece of crap
Guita ReR 10: try here
j isgoinfishin25: ok
j isgoinfishin25: awesome, its working... now
Guita ReR 10: yay
Ok, so the best parts of the conversation were:
j isgoinfishin25: yeah, I just wouldn't really know what to talk about
Guita ReR 10: just say, hey just wanted to say i love you and youre gorgeous and i want you hardcore, oh yeah and your band is good
j isgoinfishin25: lol
j isgoinfishin25: I love you, you're gorgeous, I want you hardcore, oh yeah and your band is good
j isgoinfishin25: (is that good)
Guita ReR 10: woooooonderful
Guita ReR 10: you rock
j isgoinfishin25: this is Deirdre
j isgoinfishin25: good concert the other night
Guita ReR 10: I REMEMBER YOUUUUUUU
He totally did remeber me, I think it helped because the other night he would point at me and be like you're Deirdre! It was really awesome, hes such a cutie but I am in love with Bobby :D.
Today, we went to Ulitmate Electronics, I [b]really hate [/b]that store, it brings back memories of Joey, which quiet frankly I would rather keep in that little Pandora's Box of emotions that I have worked so hard to seal... moving on
My dad was weird today, first he decided that my mom didn't do a good job cutting his hair and so he decided to do it himself and now he looks like a cereal killer! :? Its really bad. He needs to go to some place to get it cut even if its Super Cuts (EW I hate that place) Then he said I was whiney. Then when I made fun of him and freaked in the store he goes "do you have your period missy?" (loser) HAHAHAHAHAHA I was like "yeah" and he goes "You get so mean when you get your period, you're like your sister" it was really interesting. I found a place to buy my Burts Bees!! WOOHOO (Sunflower Market, for those of you who want to know, or care)
I watched SeaBiscut last night, it was totally cute! I cried (I cry during everything) Oh and my dad decided when there was seriously only 10 mins left to go and eat cereal so through the movie's ending he was chomping on his cereal, I tried to turn up the volume, but it didn't work gosh he chews loud!
I rented Grind so that I could watch my husband over and over and over and over and over again... I think I just might have to buy it! Its such a funny movie!!!! :P
(heres another really good part of the conversation with Geoff:) j isgoinfishin25: so you guys are playing on March 17 at Tatum's house?
Guita ReR 10: probably
j isgoinfishin25: thats cool
Guita ReR 10: i suppose you will be there?
j isgoinfishin25: of course, you guys rock
Guita ReR 10: haha thanks
j isgoinfishin25: the last time you played at her house some girls thought my friend and I were your sisters, it was kinda weird
Guita ReR 10: did they think we looked alike or something?
j isgoinfishin25: I have no idea
Guita ReR 10: interesting
j isgoinfishin25: if they did, I think they must have been blind
Guita ReR 10: i know
Guita ReR 10: [b]you are much better looking than i am[/b]
j isgoinfishin25: hahaha
j isgoinfishin25: [b]you're the gorgeous one, remeber?[/b]
Guita ReR 10: [b]um ,no[/b]
Guita ReR 10: [b]dont confuse me with yoruself[/b]
j isgoinfishin25: yourself*
Guita ReR 10: yes i know, it was a typo
Guita ReR 10: cuz i type faster than a jet engine
j isgoinfishin25: lol
Ok back to my day... We went to see my uncle's step daughters house... how lame, the girl is named after her mom (Fran) and then... they got the exact same house as eachother... if that ever happens to me I want someone to shoot me cause thats like way too lame!!!!
Hummm...... I can't really think of too much more to say... I really heart Tatum shes totally the "boom diggity" (my mom made that up). Lets hope Olivia.... OH MY GOSH NEWS NEWS NEWS!!!!
Ok, well Olivia likes the loverly Devan, and Devan likes "The Girlfriend" ( [b]I HATE HER[/b]) Shes stolen Dallyn and Devan :cry: I feel bad for the lovely Olivia... Devan likes her a little, but hes like obsessed with "The Girlfriend" supposedly when he saw her picture on the cover of the newspaper, he wanted to put it on his wall... me? I wanted to puke ok ANYWAY
Contuing on... Lets Hope Olivia had fun in Cali, maybe she visited my husband :D
This smiley, is scary: :lol: its very weird...
I <3 Olivia! She is also the "boom diggity">
Jamie is the best lawyer in town
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| Bobby's World |
| 02.14.04 (10:34 am) [edit] |
Ok, so I have moved on from Dallyn (at least for now) because I realized that Bobby from Don't Let Go ( a really good band Tatum told me about, and she took me to their concert last night, and they played at her party) is way hotter them him!!! I totally love him, but like all of the other guys I like he has a girlfriend. AHH I have he worst luck :( But oh well hes totally hott and I just love him! ( I think I was annoying Tatum last night by saying that like all the time, but I was jus excited :) ) Oh and another memeber from the same band, Vince, hes a hottie too! hehehe :)
Yesterday started really crapy, I mean it wasn't Valentines Day but everyone had balloons and candy and teddy bears and such and I didn't get anything like that so it was very depressing, you don't realize how alone you really are until Valentines Day. Dallyn got "The Girlfriend" ( I HATE HER) a teddy bear and I wanted to rip its head off. Tatum said I should just steal it and keep it but, I dunno....I think ripping off its head would be more theraputic. Then we left school and I had a blast I have never had a boring time when I am with Tatum so it was really awesome to hang out with her, and I would have been cool just like haning out at her house, but since shes like way cooler then anyone knows, we went to a concert and hung out with amazingly hot guys and Geoff, could say my name right and remember it.
I think I have annoyed Tatum to the fullest and now she hates me.... I think she is like really mad at me :cry: and that would really suck, but I am not totally sure, I just hope that I didn't annoy her and that she doesn't totally hate me and that she and her family don't go home and talk about how dumb, annoying, fat, ugly, and stupid I am like they do with some people. I really hope I didn't annoy her last night, I was oober worried.
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